Just gonna stand there and watch me burn? That's alright because I love the way it hurts. Just gonna stand there and hear me cry? That's alright because I love the way you lie.

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For him, i've cried.
With him, i've lived. Can you blame me for crying?
Can you blame me for showing tantrums?
i hope you can.
Show me why i'm being a brat.
Show me why i'm crying over the slightest things.
I hope i can cry in your arms.
I don't know what's wrong with me.  HI!!!! Start off my post introducing you to a site!
www.mylittlebow.com
I've always been wanting to get a necklace like that above, except that it reads my name "natalie", with a heart shape behind and a silver/pink diamond on the "i". LOL
still contemplating whether i should get it.
I will get it ^.^ SOON.


So i'll blog a little bout my CNY day 1. (:
Out with family to esplanade area. Where every year there's Chinese New year events! (:
We also went to Marina Bay Sands to walk around (: Actually, we followed the crowd and landed up there LOL.







Hello, i'm back! It's 2.40am, so its theoretically the first day of the Chinese New Yearr!
I'm not enjoying my CNY as much as many others do... It's kinda boring if you have a small family, where CNY reunion dinner is almost the same as any other family dinners.
BUT! I'm enjoying my holidays! [:

HMM...
Should i quote a sweet sentence my bf said to me? :>
& so i was too bored at home so i decided to switch on the tv and watch channel 8 countdown to CNY show, and there's always like this shifu speaking bout the luck of the various zodiacs right, and happened that this year, rooster will not be doing well on the whole in terms of work, health and relationship. : < yes, i'm a chicken.
Not that i believe in horoscopes/zodiac, but it is quite demoralising to hear that ok! Problems problems in all areas. GOD BLESS ME.
& so i told this to my bf... and this is what he said: " I don't believe in any horoscope or zodiac or the stars, i just believe in you and I."
SWEET right~ HAHAHHA.
OK, i'm being boastful that i have an awesome boyfriend. YELPS.:D

I still remember there's a period where i wasn't particularly interested in a relationship. I was the NO-means-NO (to a r/s) type. I remember the phobia of being in a relationship.
Commitment is the key to a successful relationship. Both parties must commit. It gets challenging when your life gets stressed up with work, school and you have no time to stuff daily calls or even a date per week. I on the other hand, at the point of time, wasn't ready for this, i had no intention to put my work, school aside to focus in a r/s. But now i'm enlightened, because you don't have to put those aside, you just have to balance it out and it'll work out (:
& then comes the feeling of longing-ness if you don't see your partner for days or even just a day. : < I still don't like the feeling, but i'll accept that i feel this way bcos he is special to me ^^
Slowly, insecurities set in. HEY, not that i don't have trust in him ok! Just that i'm a girl, and girls tend to think to much. Like "will he get bored of me?" ; "is he drinking with a girl beside him now" etc. HAHHAHA this part i'll agree it is not a healthy thinking. I won't think too much la. I AM JUST SAYING~


But i think my bf changed all that i used to think of a relationship.
So to those who are still afraid to get into a relationship, fret not okay?
Open up and don't close your door, and i'm sure the right one would come by.
Just be yourself and he'll love you for who you are.

Thumbs up! ^.^


YEAH! duper happy cos my major final project for IS commis is finally over. Been spending days and nights rushing the slides (two days to be exact) and now is finally overrrrr~ Who cares i get grade C, just gotta buck up for my other subjectss! HEES. Seriously, i really think too much smsing, blogging with weird languages( not that i do this often) has cause my English standards to plummet. Or at least my speaking skills. I didn't usually stammer and stutter as much as i do now as compared to secondary school! * is this sentence broken too?*

Okkk just wishing my time would fly now. :/ I'm blogging this post sitting at a quiet corner in the school lib, waiting for stupid yoshi poon to finish his IS ends at 1pm. 1 hour 2 minutes more to go! : > And i knew the plan to visit island creamery for delectable ice cream would somehow be cancelled, i got foresight ok! *prouds* HAHAHA. So i'm waiting for him to accompany him to causeway point to like buy stuffs? Great way to spend my time on Chinese New Year's Eve *tinge of sarcasm*

AND YEAP! It's CNY eve today! * lights firecrackers* Enjoy your reunion dinner people! Or at least your holiday! Finally right~ A whole year of waiting for the arrival of the longest holiday in Singapore-- the Chinese New Year break. HEEHEE! Collect your angpows ok! I'm collecting mine and saving up for shopping and holiday abroad! HAHAHA. Though think after shopping i'll be left with no extra cash to save up for my desired holiday already. :C

Oh, my boy's sick. Oh wait, he's coming to pei me now. Update later. WEE :D HELLO.
Long time no see my blog!
Theee MONSOON is finally overrrr! It's been pouring since saturday afternoon, and it finally stopped today! *INSERTS RAINBOW HERE*
Not that i don't like the rain, it's really nice if i'm at home all day in this rainy weather, but if i'm out and about and stepping on puddles of rainwater, i really don't like it!!> : [
HEEHEE but one should try sharing an umbrella with his/her love one! <3 TEE HEE! :3

Today is the last day of the month of jan! And Chinese New Year is round the corner, just 3 days away!
Happy Chinese New Year to those who are celebrating, and Happy hoildays to those who are not! : ]
Than again, i love CNY for its long holiday break! But i don't really like because almost all the shops would be closed and the whole of Singapore would be stagnant :C But visiting would nevertheless be fun! :D
This Chinese New Year, i want spend it with my family and bf! Hahaha!

I have nothing much to blog about, except that i'm always busy doing IS project.
Just wrapped up the Cultural Quotient presentation and here comes the final project. -.-
but! It'll be done and over with this wed! :D
^.^

Haha! I'll be back doing my project soon.
Meanwhile! Shall i share with eu a photo?? :D
heehee! pardon for us not being photogenic!
but but i love my bf!:D

cya soon! hi PEEPS! :D
how's life for you? (:
mine's been fine! Merry Happy Happy! :D
LOVE my bf so muchie! :D

School today was fine.
Great news, i passed ALL my common test papers with OK results :D
AMAZED AND HAPPY!
i'm so happy i can only use the word HAPPY to describe everything lolol!
:X

Sort of webcamed with josie, laughing mad crazy! cos the effects very funny OMG lol.
present to eu a very cute pic okie!


i know i know. i'm AWED by my cute triplet teeth too! LOL

went to bf's home at serangoon after school.
NERVOUS.
he's nephew very cute! but i think he bear a grudge on me because i stole his "uncle"? :X
he stared at me and make little growling noise. feel like pinching his cheeks but he pinched mine instead. :/
bf's mum was very nice!
Quite unlike mine 'cos mine is naggy and kpo. :X
ATE dinner there too!

bf sent me to maisy's grandpa funeral, which i was suppose to be there wayyy earlier :X
they were playing majong.
left there and cabbed home.
thanks eric for the lift home ^.^

I'm gonna tug in bed now.
8am class tmr lolol!
^.^
nights ppl! So enlighten to hear eu have found someone in your life which means a lot to you.
Go for it! (: Yo wad'sup! :)
i love my blogskin!
doing this to motivate me to blog more, but i'm getting lazier and lazier.
Tmr would be my class bbq, i'll try to update my post hopefully with some pics.
ciao!